May 16th, 2026

I feel like I'm kind of in a weird place right now, not emotionally, but just in terms of the trajectory of like, my life, and I think I've finally realized why. My mood has honestly been really good ever since I've made the call, I've felt much happier, but it's also lead to the feeling that my life is like, in an intermission. There is "nothing to do" besides just wait for them to call back so I can make the appointment. Like I said my mood is fine but it feels like there's no real reason for me to really be productive or do anything because nothing is really more important than starting HRT. This would probably be an issue worth caring about if it wasn't only gonna be a problem for like, a month or two.